Nothing is going right

Every thing around me is closing on me and I am sinking in this huge black hole. Down down down I go into this consuming darkness and my heart is about to explode!

If change is the only constant then what is the problem with shifting moods? The state of mind can also be a source of changing images of the world around us. I am in a work state of mind between Mondays and Friday and feel very irritated when things don't happen as I have planned. In case the set pattern persists I break the monotony by staying doubly grounded. But when the wind blows and howls around me in 100 miles and more an hour I switch to the head phone mode, which is listening to music while I desperately try not to break the phone at hand or throw sharp articles at people across the work station.

Dig my heels deeper and say it is possible to tide over this mess! Sure it is possible. If you are feeling abysmally low the only way to go is up I guess. Why do we get these mood swings, which just crumbles all the walls of sanity that I constantly try to keep up. What wouldn't I give to be in New York state of mind right now right here.

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Srobona RC said…
Nice visual with that dear! Thank god the only sharp object I can reach is my Natraj HB Pencil. The office is saved!
illusions said…
I know exactly what u mean!!!

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